i wanna write about the moths in the house, about BBSes, about the books I’m reading. I wanna talk about house projects and computer projects and video games. I wanna talk about my cat and emotions and struggles. But both of my hands are stiff and achey. Carpal tunnel is surely at play, but also arthritis? years ago I tested negative for rheumatoid factor, which ruled out rheumatoid arthritis, and then my doctor wasn’t curious enough to continue along the arthritis line of thought. There are non-rheumatoid arthritises, hello! Anyway, I would write more, but oof ouch ow my bones