My cat Olive turns 13 years old in a few months and he’s starting to have some health problems that are scaring me. Mitchell¹ passed in the middle-ish of last year at about 16 or 17 years of age I believe and Duster^{2 3} two years prior that at 15. That’s a lot of death of beloved family members in a few short years. I’m not ready to go through that pain again so soon.

Further, I have a lot of feelings coming up lately about my own mortality as I quickly approach 40 years old and my disabilities progress while I live under a fascist regime

• Feb 21 2026 - MRI Results…
• Nov 11 2024 - Recurring Thoughts of “Is This Even Worth It”
• Aug 8 2023 - First Wavers
• Jan 4 2023 - Longcovid Update: Professional Life
• Feb 3 2021 - COVID-19 Stole My Body From Me

I need a will.

I want people to pass things on to. Legacy. The brass owl my mom got when she was 16 and passed on to me recently.

I’ve been trying to figure what’s really important in life. Family. Love. Making happy memories. Doing good things for people.